it's strange loosing a friend.

so yeah, the friendship between me and the person I mentioned in my "not on tap post" is officially over. it's an awkward feeling, I do feel a bit bad about it, but at the same time this is the same girl who regularly ignored me, called me a bad friend when that made me insecure, and made me not saying bad things about myself a requirement just for talking to her and then weeks later tried to send me uplifting video's and trying to build a supportive relationship. I really can't be played with like that and as such, even though a part of me is sad to see the friendship officially cut off, I'm very relived and glad that it is.